Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ya I knw,Long time na!Exams,work load,blah blah blah..ok got it.I was just being lazy.Lazy enough to be termed as 'sleeping hunk' by Meetu,my sis (alas,she has a caustic sense of humour and cruel smile,atleast for me).Awz,finally I am all set to jot down my turbulent cerebral scintillations.

Hmm,lets see.I intended to write something else but probably that can wait for one more day.So let me craft watever I can at the moment.

A few years back,I was skimming through the leaves of one of my dad's nicely maintained diaries when 2 b'ful couplets of Dushyant Kumar got hold of my attention.I versed them 'coz of their sincerity and exactness.I wondered if they make sense to me only or are they universally applicable to human race,provided its capability to comprehend and tenacity to adapt.

One of the couplet goes as;

"Hamne tamaam umar akele safar kiya,
Hum par kisi khuda ki inayat nahin rahi.
Himmat se sach kaho to bura maante hain log,
Ro-ro ke baat kehne ki aadat nahin rahi."

I have always appreciated the relevance of these lines and many a times have even stuck to the literal meaning,though that came out of my stubborness to do right things in right fashion.Me and my HBTI friends have gone through a lot 'coz of this stupid behaviour of mine and I still owe them my gratitude for still being wid me always.Probably despite of being rigid at head,I was never rigid at heart.Probably...

Here at SIMSR,this is one difference I have observed.People expect u to change in tune wid them,however discordant it may be.As my bhaiya used to put it-"MBA is one good thing which will enable you to see the world in new light;but trust me Manu,u not going to love the world u see."At that time I was pretty unaccomodating to watever he said and I just kept mum.Today,I can feel the force behind his words right onto my chest.I really am not loving the world I see.I really am not getting accustomed to the environment of distrust,ego and expectations around me.And should I acually strive to let my life set its vortex according to what 'others' feel about me and want me to do.Probably not.Probably,its all about how much value 'U' attach to the person.But wasnt it earlier too.Hmm...Mabe,gotta think over it.

I do need to think,and I do need to get rid of this clog inside my mind.This is not a perfect example of Noah evolving.It is not for sure.