I fail to understand what went into my configuration when the assembly was being carried out somewhere up there. Too many parts to deliberate, even more parts to execute the deliberation but somehow 'will' is not auto-attributed to every deliberated execution that I plan. No, for His sake don’t mix it with lack of will as that equals inertia (read lethargy) which is an altogether different stratum. I intend to portray my will as a selective one. It chooses its own gasp of glory and until then lies aloft, silently.
If you are still reading this then you must be the intended recipient of this post else as I just now realised, if left to me, I would have had left it after first 5 words. Anyways, the context here was my enviable consistency in being so indisciplined when it comes to writing Blogs. Thanks for the adulation for above statement but I would rather love to be writing and posting if not much then atleast as frequent as the number of useful business conf calls you do in a month. Hope that settles it for now. Any further argument may have to be validated against proofs.
Switch! Back to Mumbai after appx 4 years. It was something that was bound to occur, irrespective of how I was planning for or against it. It’s a city I love & despise the most in this whole damn world and I cannot explain either ways so please leave it as stated. Having said that, this city is undoubtedly the one that makes me learn the value of relationships; by demonstrating an absolute individual characteristics and persona.
'Individuals multiplied' is what I'd term it to be. It’s a place that makes you feel free, as if I you are liable as well as empowered to drive my own destiny; and on the other hand it challenges your character buildup and thinking to the extremes, like nothing else. Believe that’s precisely why I like it so much. It’s one’s own shell-city wherein he can stay in a bubble but at times allow this bubble to merge with another passing bubble and after a conversation/association comfortable to buoyancy of both, automatically detach himself in search of another passing bubble.
Next time if you happen to meet the known bubble, you may recollect the fun you had, again attach for a while and then again invariably detach and waive off. Having said that, it’s a choice, yet again of the bubble to stay a bubble that ways all his life or form a droplet with the adjacent bubble and descend to ground. Choice again as I said!!!
Now that I am here, I can again see the Maxim city in above light. There are two specific sets of bubbles that intrigue me the most or you may read as those to whom I can directly relate to. They also apparently are intertwined. One sort is one big random bubble which floats freely, damn cares but still is concerned huge lot about those bubbles that chose to find affinity with it. Such sub-bubbles were also those who stick with the master bubble proactively and help it not descend by not turning it into a droplet. This they achieve by maintaining distant proximity so that affinity is not lost and submerge also doesn’t happen. This is an arrangement most convenient for most free floating bubbles. The pre-condition again is that the master bubble got to be immensely concerned about well being of associated bubbles. If that’s not there then compulsive detachment of forced submerge happens which takes it down anyways. Not a condition any bubble would prefer to solicit.
There is another set of bubble which is nice but dangerous. This is typically found in the cases wherein the sub-bubble and primary bubble get attached to each other through affinity that is indefinable by any relative logic. It’s kind of an attraction that is hard to shrug off but even more difficult to sustain. If you try to shrug it off, then you may also feel like losing some of your own elements in the process which is painful. However if you choose to let it stay, it rules over all the subjects of mind and matter, thus rendering irrationality of thoughts and streaks. This is a dangerous standpoint and should be catered to in a manner which is considerate as well as judicious. However it seldom does happen this way and ends up either bursting the prime-bubble due to surface tension or disfigurement of sub-bubble due to extra affinity. Loss is mutual but goes heavy against love & tenderness. Caution is the word !!!
Having said that, got to remember that whether as bubble or as droplets, the agenda is to ensure that all the participant bubbles stay safe from infections that may creep in from external agents and disturbances. There are enough infections around but so is the propensity to Love. What needs to be ensured is that bubbles don't run out of love as till the time love is there, sustenance will not be a challenge. A bit of affection, an assurance of proximity and life will trail smoothly.
In the above I have tried my level best to complicate the most simple of the matters however guess that’s how all of us live our lives. They say complications ruin lives; I say they don’t ruin lives. Complications just give directions to your otherwise monotonous, unidirectional (read un-directional) lives. We just need to ensure that we are Cognizant of our bubbles and our falls.
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