Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Kumaon Sojourn & Psychic Travelogue ...

Been some time I wanted to upgrade my Camera and the impulsive person I am, waiting for someone to come from US to get it for me was absolutely a no-deal. So while the new camera is again a point & Shoot one, it suffices my requirement of playing around with scenes and colors ... 

One reason of why I love my organization (alas ... will be qualified for gratuity next April) is the concept of 10 working days' compulsory stack-leave which translates into minimum 16 days of off-days. This means I can play around with any new vocation while at it. This time around it was a trip back home coupled with a road trip through Kumaon Garhwal. 

Ok. I have no qualm in admitting that Tihri & Pauri are way much more beautiful and absolutely breathtaking but then even this trip wasnt too bad. Infact it allowed me to step back and contemplate, slowly-rejuvenate and above all facilitated connection with the self;if I may say so. Strangely it wasnt very satiating for someone who has walked all the way to Gomukh during one cold October. But never mind. Every place is distinct in its own way. Thats what my sojourns have taught me.

Birds of Feather !


A drive past Haridwar provokes senses like nothing. Watching migratory birds sitting on rotting tree trunks was a catalyst in my perpetually oozing thought process;the most prominent being why I moved from Delhi to Mumbai. Something that I still need to find answer to. Was it all worth it ? Maybe for someone who believes in the eventual good in all instances still needs to see the merit that has gotten accrued. 



Choices !!!



And then life is all about the turns we take;the choices we make. There are times when I wonder if life would have had been different if my choices were based on different stances and the answer is vehemently affirmative,always. And I am not talking about professional choices here. I am talking about the psychic and personal choices. I am not being judgmental thus would refrain from drilling further but thats' my strongest learning over the past few years.




Ekla Chalo !
Then there is the innate fun of treading unknowns, alone. I mean yes I am absolutely social but then serenity,peace of mind is something that I can only experience when I am on my own. So,when I am high or low or whatever phase,all I need is to be alone. During engg it used to be closing myself down in my room and reading/writing poems; It was in MBA I discovered the soothing effects that walking has on me. Something I love till today wherein a daily walk of 6-7 kms is an everyday ritual. Alone... Even today I travel only during off seasons to all tourist places. Somehow cannot survive too much of activity. Get tired,phased out.


Doors to Heavens
The most irritating habit of mine then (for my closed ones ofc). I just am not religious. I just cant stand overt display of religion. Ok,to clear the air it doesn't mean that I am anti-religion or sort. I am absolutely Ok with it but then unfortunately I cannot connect with One supreme being. I somehow see Him in so many things. There are times when I cross my heart at a milestone or a beggar on street and then there are instances wherein I have traveled all the way to Yamunotri & Gangotri and haven't even stepped inside the revered shrines. This particular mosque at Nainital drew me,aesthetically.


Focus !!!
Focus. Believe that is something that had remained my core strength all those years,till MBA happened. I know.Strange but that is how it is. Admittedly, today but for a few brilliantly loving relationship(s) I got out of my B-school, there is nothing that matches the overall development of my tenacity and robustness at Engineering college. It was at Engg that I learnt to value the most obvious chords of life - Friends for that matter and Focusing on the priority items. This pic strangely reminded me of me-then. Giving even a damn to the environment and only looking forward. Today its just so different.

Beauty lies 'within' the Beholder

Finding beauty in everything we do. How often do we make an attempt at peeping through the wall and throw an appreciative glance at the fiercest of our competitors ? This pic... This pic is nothing but a calibration that came out of continuously hitting auto-correct in Microsoft Office Picture Manager. Before that it was a very very ordinary pic. How many of us hit self-correct options with this kind of vengenace and more than that accept the need to hit that button in the first place. Strange. Life is the simplest riddle of all. Provided we are simple and grounded enough.





I realize that I started with a very different notation of putting up this post but then no point going back and making amendments. It has gone into an entirely different dimension of my least favorite subject - Philosophy ... But then it happens all the time. And at least for a change let me accept it gracefully :-)

So long ...

Sunday, December 11, 2011

The missing strands from yesteryears !

आया है मुझे फिर याद ओ जालिम, गुजरा ज़माना बचपन का,
हाय ! रे अकेले छोड़ के जाना, और ना आना बचपन का...
(- देवर/आनंद बक्शी/रफ़ी)

All of us at some point of time get reminiscent about our yesteryears and the connecting threads to those beautifully naive days. Dont we? Typically the existence amidst bare essentials and still an eruptive self confidence & heart at peace. Or may be this was the very reason of having such strong bond with those days. I mean the joy of getting my new car never matched the joy of getting my first second hand bicycle. The freedom of getting any amount of pocket money I want from our already restrained monthly budget was umpteen times more liberating (and satiating) than splurging on the latest point & shoot from my own salary. The fun of going to relatives' places during summer vacations was much more rejuvenating than traversing exotic places that I visit now,every year... 

1989-90 : A typical family sized vacation cum post b'day cool-off
Why is it so ? What is that one strand that I am missing ? What is that single chord that needs to be reset again as to render that ol' perfect harmony ? What is the missing component that is facilitating the staggered disintegration of my innate capability of drawing pleasure from smallest of the joys ? 

Or are these things not specific to me ??? Are you too also one of those who when get a chance to contemplate,get surprised by how much you have changed in past 1 decade ? Affirmative ?



 Genesis : Was watching Rangoli after so many years, the only streaming connection remaining from those days till today. Was reliving the joy of Sunday @ 8am till power went off.